{"id":22,"date":"2017-02-23T11:50:27","date_gmt":"2017-02-23T11:50:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/serenityblog.doctorjuvi.com.au\/blog\/?p=22"},"modified":"2017-06-12T23:17:12","modified_gmt":"2017-06-12T23:17:12","slug":"medice-cura-te-ipsum-physician-heal-thyself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/serenityblog.doctorjuvi.com.au\/blog\/medice-cura-te-ipsum-physician-heal-thyself\/","title":{"rendered":"\u2018Medice, cura te ipsum\u2019 \u2013 Physician, heal thyself"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Welcome to Serenity \u2013 the idea came from a sci-fi show, but the word \u201cSerenity\u201d is defined as:<\/p>\n

Noun : the state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled.<\/em><\/p>\n

Reading that I thought it would be an interesting name and idea for a blog here. I hope to discuss some things that pertain to the above state of being calm, peaceful and untroubled, as well as some other random thoughts and musings in my head. To start off the blog, I thought I\u2019d lay out some thoughts on the way we look after ourselves.<\/p>\n

As GPs we are naturally very good at or learn to become good at telling people how to live their lives, how to make adjustments, and what is good for them. Rather then being judgmental \u2018know it alls\u2019 this comes from a want, a need, and a duty, to care for and help others. We base these words of advice on evidence based studies, and recommendations from experts, yet how often do we apply this same advice to ourselves, and how well do we take advice dished out by others?<\/p>\n

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Recently I\u2019ve gone through some difficult situations in my personal life that have put a lot of pressure on me, and though stressful, have helped me find some clarity and insight into some of the things that I often tell patients.<\/p>\n

As I explored mindfullness, CBT, and meditation I found that though I saw myself as very organised, calm and untroubled I was far from that \u2013 my life was far from serene. As I examined and continue to reflect on myself and what I do and who I am, I have found that a lot of the characteristics which I thought made me a good GP could have a detrimental effect on my own health and well being.<\/p>\n

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Doctors in general tend to be driven, analytical, self critical, independent, and intelligent. They are encouraged to be empathetic with their patients, but not cross the patient doctor boundary, so that they learn not to take the worries and concerns of a patient home with them. So you have this package of an analytical, self critical person who is often fairly independent and who is told to listen to people and understand what they\u2019re feeling but not feel too much, and at the end of the day remember to see them as patients and not take their concerns home with you \u2013 does that sound like a good mix? What would you say to a patient (let\u2019s say a high level executive) who came to you with that lifestyle \u2013 adding in long hours, insomnia, a lot of bureaucracy, demands from regulatory boards, expectations from customers\/clients, and high risk decision making multiple times a day?<\/p>\n

With the above patient we would have a strategy in place, we would give them advice on lifestyle changes, on behavioural adjustments, we would go over the risks of that sort of lifestyle, work pressure and work life balance. We would talk about exercise, diet, mindfullness, taking breaks, general health assessment etc\u2026.<\/p>\n

But do we apply these things to ourselves? I\u2019m lucky in that I have a very supportive and understanding wife who often calls me out and tells me to pull my head out when I\u2019m getting too stressed about something at work, and I have some close friends that are also doctors who help remind me to look after my own health. So recently I have tried to be a little bit more proactive in that department of looking after myself.<\/p>\n

I found a GP for myself \u2013 the Victorian Doctors Health Program<\/a> is a great service for Doctors which you can call up (03 9495 6011) to find a GP near you who takes on other doctors as patients. Australasian Doctors\u2019 Health Network | Doctors\u2019 Health Advisory Services in Australia and New Zealand<\/a> \u2013 has lots of useful information, and support services for each region. I called up, found a GP, made an appointment, saw him, and started ticking off a few things that I would have expected any of my patients to have already done including general screening bloods, evaluating weight and lifestyle, stress and BP.<\/p>\n

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There is a sort of relief in doing this, those concerns or worries you had about yourself- that you shelved to be done another day is cleared, and you pass them onto someone else. I often get that same feeling when I see my accountant and am assured that he\u2019ll look after my taxes and finances. It\u2019s true that he may berate me for not putting more away in my super or not claiming a certain deduction on tax, but I acknowledge that he\u2019s there to look after my financial well being. There\u2019s a release and de-stress in handing over that baton. So why are we so bad at doing this? Why do we feel that we are invincible and that our health doesn\u2019t matter that much, or that we will be fine and this or that issue won\u2019t affect us?<\/p>\n

The answers are varied and complicated, but I think one of the key things is that we as doctors see our identity entrenched in that very image or ideal of being \u201cthe good doctor\u201d. I think we can\u2019t extract ourselves from this concept or identity as a doctor. This is perpetuated by our regulatory bodies, public expectation, government , media, and of course ourselves. I think one of the first steps to heal ourselves, is to start with a separation of that identity of ourselves as a person from that of the \u2018Doctor\u2019. We need to see ourselves as a person, with wants, needs, failings and weaknesses. We need to accept that we are fallible and that it\u2019s ok to be so. When we are \u201coff-duty\u201d we need to remind ourselves of that fact, and be constantly aware that there shouldn\u2019t just be small compartmentalised and scheduled time for family given we have a family all the time. In the end when we look to describe ourselves to someone else, being a doctor shouldn\u2019t be the first thing that comes into our head.<\/p>\n

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That I think is a good a place as any to leave this conversation for now, I\u2019ll leave you with a quote from the very wise Douglas Adams \u2013<\/p>\n

\u201cWell the hours are good\u2026\u2019 \u2026 \u2018but now you come to mention it, most of the actual minutes are pretty lousy.\u201d<\/p>\n

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